I have to admit, it's getting better, a little better all the time.

http://hearsay.alphaquam.com/music/070302_05-Getting_Better.mp3

One of the few Beatles covers I've heard that seems to really carve its own path through the music, rather than just sticking to the safe, comfortable grooves that the Beatles had already established. Also, I love Fionn Regan (www.fionnregan.com), so I was sort of leaning in that direction before I even heard it.

I'm a biased, stubborn girl - what can I say?

But really, I've decided that I like it.

You know, things might not be getting "better" so much as getting "different." No, that doesn't really make sense grammatically or technically, but it sounds approximately right in my brain, I think?

I need to prioritize. I wonder if I can even do that anymore... I think I've started to realize where my priorities should lie, but I don't know how to execute that realization, or even if I'm capable of executing it.

Despite feeling a certain sense of enlightenment, I'm feeling a little down. I struggle with all of the same things I've been struggling with for the past few years, months, weeks, whatever. I'm not really different on the inside. I wish I could say that I am, but it isn't true yet.

I hope I change soon, and I hope I start to prioritize correctly.

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